Monday
Attachment starts...
Thought having mentor as a CI would be nice and wonderful,
But it wasn't,
It was more stressful for us
Following us for 8 hours without leaving the ward
And The only happy time for us was when we are having break and she is having her break


Working time and we went for a drink





Not working but playing,
Without dinosaur, lots of laughter!!!

Tuesday

Dad and Mom went Japan
7 days trip and Yea, Yes to my freedom





Hope they enjoy their trip!

Wednesday
Yes,after working went to club
Waiting for the ladies night,
But still,
It wasn't a happy one



It was obvious, That you are doing "that action" for me to see,
Telling myself, Is okay, Don't be angry or sad
But again, I just can't control my legs from walking out of that place
And yes, You nearly make me cry
Because of you

In that case, Why must I care about your feeling and be a good girl for the whole night?
Looking out for you,
Rejecting people

Is because I am afraid you will be angry once again,
Didn't want the history to repeat,
I prefer being a good girl

A show done for me?
Yes indeed, It was Perfect

Your motive was to make me Jealous
Yes, You did it, That whole night I was pulling long face,

And like what you say,
No point pulling long face when you're down
Girl who smile are definitely more attractive to those who doesn't

You did that to me is just to revenge
I saw it,and thanks for making me speechless

I Keep saying, "I am gonna forget him"
But seriously,
I don't know why?
I just can't
Seriously Heartbroken

And Now, I understand how you feel that time

Thursday
Yes,
Officially Sick
Think I wasn't in a mood, And I didnt get enough of rest
No mummy cooking lunch for me,
Hence, I forgotten to eat plus all the vomiting
Nearly faint,
Without food for the whole day
It was terrible

Friday

Having lots of fun in the ward,
Especially with "Him" and Aaron
Playing with wheelchair,
Taking photos




The last day without dinosaur, and I wonder how our life will be like when she is back

Off Work, Went home to bath!
And once Again, Headed to the club

And This time I met a BIG HB!!!
All surround me,and I am trying to call someone to help
Thought they wouldn't dare to go up to the top podium, So I went
But I was wrong, They followed
The following things shall be kept as secrets

Home sweet home 7am- together with Rita
And we slept at 8am

Saturday

Woke up at 1 plus,
Thinking wad happened on friday,
Seriously, Drama for me and Rita
BIG BIG DRAMA
23/10-With him asking me, So sorry, I can't help much
Maybe in this period of time,
Rita and June changed alot
You are the one bluffing,
So,I can't help much
With a girlfriend with you, is a barrier for everything

Again,Went out together for dinner
Trained down city hall,
Dinner there=)


Eveything was fine until the very last part
I would say,
I am dissappointed

The closer we are, the more we quarrel
And I don't wish this to happen
And I think I am very emotional yesterday
And Thanks kai ling for listening to me when I am feeling down

I got lots of things kept in my heart, But I think it should be kept as a secret
Asking me If I am angry, Yes I am
But some things I rather keep in heart

We read each other's mind, and I don't think it benefit anyone of us
We are just too close
And Like wad I told you,
I am just getting sick and tired of it

You and Him, Sometimes make me feel so irritated
And I am sorry to tell you this here, I hate to club with you when he is around
I rather don't club

It isn't a small thing like wad you think
The trust is no longer there,
Missing for some reason
And I need some time to find it back

You told me,
There is always a limit to everything,
But I don't think It apply to you
You just don't know
You say your friends will be angry on wad you doing out there, and I will not

Because I understand the party life out there
The situation that is happening
The story that is going on
The people You have met

But now, Including me, can't stand it too

Is too over, You should know wad u are doing
Is hard for me to tell you face to face

I just hope you will understand how I feel

I know you will be reading this post,
You might be angry for this
All I want to say is,
I need some time to cool down
And I do cherish this friendship
I hope you do

♥ 4:45 PM