Mentally and Physically exhausted.
Monday...Pt died.
Tuesday... Pt. died.
Wednesday... Pt died.
Cancer cells, you're a killer.
Terrorist to my patients.
Not giving them a chance to live on.
Admitted him, chatted with him, and he died on Monday.
Fed him lunch, putting medicine one by one into his mouth, hear him complaining how much pain he is having, He died when I sponge him.
If only I did not sponge him, he might have survive for the next few hours??
But I know, that next few hrs wont be good for him tho.
A dying patient, definitely dont look good.
I was the only staff nurse, bringing 2 students in.
The only one who saw his last breath.
Yea, the very coward me. I was really scared at that moment.
Got to be brave, telling the student wad to do.
And how I wish, I'm still a student,
Waiting for orders from staff nurses.
Not funny matter, BIGGEST NIGHTMARE?
And the she, always the grumpy one.
Remember helping you in heating up your food?
Holding your hand to sit you on the chair?
The last time I saw you was when you're really vomiting badly?
Yea, you left on my Wednesday morning.
Seeing the young you left,
I just feel that......
Life is ...............................
Seeing your husband sitting on the chair, staring at the blank space with his tearing eyes.....
I dont think I can ever forget how he looks like with that expression.
Still had to carry on with my normal life?
I headed out with the two guys!
Its like work, head out, work, head out.
No wonder I'm so tired.
Sheesha with the boys,
Firman and Hafizzzz!
Headed the same old place.
Arabbbb street.
Had heart to heart talk with Firman,
really niceee chatting with him!
The poor him,
Gonna be in army soon!
X-men with the Colorectal people.
Yea, the only Oncology nurse there!
Gossips with them, I like!
Naiseee people to be with,
More to come!
:))