My story,My life

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Just a week time without updating my blog.
I celebrated my 21st, which was a big thing.
Some disappointment in it tho,
Shall keep it in my heart,
But thanks to all who came early.
Nurses are the one who have this punctuality in their blood.
Not to say the others.
Yes, Disappointed.
You won't do that to your true friend.
And make her disappointed,
Would you?

I don't want to be fake here,
I changed. Really change to a person who wants to talk everything out.
Not caring about how you feel,
this is how you survive in this world.

Am I right?

But of course I need to thanks my family.
We had a wonderful night together,
Cycling at 4am was awesome!
The family bonding is really impt,
As they are always my priority,

Thanks to poly friends who gave a big surprise.
They found the right person which is Shima.
As I always trust her so much,
As usual,
They played a prank on me.

The water bombs and cake smashing my face.
hehehe, my 21st.
I'm totally fine with it.
:))

Thanks xinni and Chi ming!
My best ever secondary school mates!

And my clorets,
FATIN, MELLA,FAUZI,SHYRUL,NISSA AND AISYAH.
You're the one who always make me smile.

It was awesome to have friends and relatives gathering together!

And of course,
I started my hell job.
I got this tendency,
Once I start work, I don't really contact with the outside world.
And so into the nursing world.
Can't have this distraction.
I need my mind to focus, and not anything else.
As we nurses are dealing with life.
And yea, many scolded me for replying slow.
Pardon me,
Sometimes I am just too busy to reply or no time to even text a short message back.
I'm sorry.

Give me time, I'll reply when I'm free.

The stressful life.
The need to be independent,
The professional thingy,

Just have to hang in there.

And I srsly lost my appetite,
just imagine you're seeing the whole reproductive system taken out through the vagina,
Seeing abortion,
Seeing mastectomy. Which is removal of breast.
Seeing plastic surgery as in implanting breast.

Can you take it?
Sometimes we get to see in TV.
And we'll go eeekkkkk, and change the channel.
For this, we can't choose and we just have to stay in there and help.

The whole brest removed,
Placed in the plastic bag,
with the nipple, skin and tissue.
WTF, I feel like puking.

I'm touching my forehead all the time,
I just feel so sick.

Whatsoever, this is my job.
I can't change the fact.

June is trying to survive in there,
Processing.

Labels: Attachment, Missy June

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